So, it's late at night, but I can't sleep. In fact, I don't think I'll ever sleep again - the worst POSSIBLE thing has happened.

K's selling Star.

And the thing is, she's only doing it to annoy me/ because she can't ride and doesn't realise Star is amazing/ because she's a spoiled brat who gets everything she wants.

I can't believe that my sweetie is soon going to be gone forever - I mean, she could end up anywhere, thousands of miles away. I've been crying on and off because even though I know she isn't mine to keep, I still love her.

And there is zero chance that my parents will buy her for me. They couldn't afford the boarding fees - I've only asked a zillion times. So this is goodbye to Star.

I thought blogging it would help, but I'm just sitting here, sniffing, and looking at a picture of Star. She totally doesn't deserve this. She's one of the sweetest horses I know.

I cannot let this happen, but there is nothing I can do to stop it. Suggestions?

Laurel

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