Had a great lesson today, even though every time I set foot in the barn I feel a wave of sadness.
I rode Domino, one of the barn horses. He was great, although a little zippy! We did jumping (score!) and Domi and I had the fastest score, so that was a mood booster. The I groomed him and all that, but I just didn't feel any connection. Ugh.
I know I need to get over Star, but I just can't! Everything reminds me of her and I don't know whether to spend more time with her and make the most of it, or distance myself now so it's less painful when she goes.
All I know is, my heart will break a little bit more every time I walk past the stable where she used to be.
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